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The role of fate in my life

Tue June 17, 2014

Although I don't believe in a god per se, I do believe in some form of fate. Throughout our bicycle journey (http://goingeast.ca/blog) we often felt that something was looking…

A typo and an update

Tue June 17, 2014

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Sorry, I clearly need to do a better job proof reading ... I don't have enough information yet to be talking about stages. Stage is a measure of the…

Impostor syndrome (no longer)

Mon June 16, 2014

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This morning it occurred to me that what I was feeling was what we call in PhD land, impostor syndrome. This hits most often when you first begin your…

The speed of things

Mon June 16, 2014

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Everything is either too fast or too slow. I feel like the cancer is growing too fast. With each new ache in my body I am worried about it…

Humour in the moment – which boobs should I wear?

Mon June 16, 2014

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In this moment, we (Scott and I) often find ourselves laughing at things that are rather absurd, but real none-the-less. I recognize it clearly as a coping mechanism, and…

How do you prepare to lose a body part?

Sun June 15, 2014

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When the surgeon told me that most likely I would need a mastectomy I did not really internalize what that meant. When a new friend mentioned that it was…

I am an academic

Sun June 15, 2014

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Last week, I was reflecting deeply on who I am and where I want to go. I did not get shortlisted for my dream job. Part of the reason…

What should I hope for?

Sat June 14, 2014

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While I await the biopsy results, and other test results, I find myself wondering - what should I be hoping for? If you are going to have breast cancer,…

It all started …

Sat June 14, 2014

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... with denial. I felt something. Could it be what I was feeling was just a muscle strain. Surely if I waited a couple of days it would go…