BC Becky

Never thought I'd want to be a breast cancer survivor

Tag: speed

  • The calm and then the storm

    Yesterday was one of those calm then stormy days. It began with a breakfast meeting with a new friend, whom I met through the social network myBCTeam.com.  It turns out that we have a lot in common, and I think we would find ourselves as friend regardless of the cancer connection. She has a wealth of knowledge around breast cancer and resources available, which I’m sure will prove to be very helpful. I never thought that having breast cancer would be the thing that made it easier for us to meet people in California.

    I had not heard anything from Stanford until the afternoon. Then I got a call from interventional radiology. These are the folks that place the port. I now have that booked for Thursday. They use twilight sedation, similar to what they do with cataract surgery. They use a small incision (exactly what small means is definitely relative) to place a port directly into the vein. The port lives under the skin, so once the incision is healed I can swim and shower/bath without worry.

    Shortly thereafter I had a call from my oncologist (MO). He suggested that I could start chemo as early as Thursday – right after the port is placed. His call had woken me up from a pretty sound nap, so I was not even sure how to answer. I had to first answer the question of ‘which chemo’. I decided on AC-T. I had a gut feel about that one from the beginning. The MO said it was the one that about 80% of women who need chemo for hormone positive breast cancer get (this means they understand the side effects and how to treat them). Also, shortly after making that decision, my second oncologist confirmed that is the one she would recommend. So, I’ve heard from multiple sources that it is the right choice – and it feels like the right choice. So, both quantitative me and qualitative me agree on this one.

    I decided that I will not start chemo on Thursday even if it is an option (it still needs to clear insurance). It is all too fast, and I need to be mentally and physically prepared. Mostly, I need to ensure I’m well hydrated for a couple of days before and the placing of the port with twilight sedation means fasting prior to – so pretty the opposite of what my body needs.

    So, if I start on Monday it will go something like this (assuming there are no issues that cause breaks):

    June 30 – AC
    July 14 – AC (on this regime, hair typically falls out after second treatment, grows back during T)
    July 28 – AC
    Aug 11 – AC
    Aug 25 – T weekly for 12 weeks (until November 10)

    Some people are completely tired/fatigued during chemo. Others continue to work throughout. Apparently getting regular exercise helps to reduce the side effects, so I shall be trying to get out for walks and regular bike rides although perhaps not climbing too many mountains. Fortunately the paths near here are pretty flat. If my balance goes, we’ll look into renting or buying a used trike … we’ll make this happen!

    After that, there is a break for recovery before surgery. We are thinking a week or two on the big island in Hawaii! Last time we went to the Big Island (in 2006) we wanted to rent a VW camper van, but couldn’t because our Canadian car insurance would only cover continental US and we couldn’t find anyplace to buy insurance. Now that we have US car insurance, we’ll look into that option again.

     

  • The challenge of time and holding a thought

    Right now I’m finding that my biggest challenge is time. Things are moving so very quickly, and I’m trying to manage many different appointments, phone calls, blog posts, an other notifications and minute (not sure I’ve spelled that right, just say it with a French accent).

    Most of yesterday was spent dealing with my eyes. As some of you know, I had cataract surgery in January in my left eye and April in my right eye. I also had a YAG capsolectomy (sounds complicated but it isn’t) in my left eye. I had scheduled it for my right eye, but that is now postponed. It isn’t a big deal but may eventually affect my ability to drive at night. Currently things are OK. The eyes didn’t come in quite right after cataract surgery, so I was looking into PRK to make minor adjustments. That now is on hold – so I had to go to an optometrist yesterday to get some prescriptions for glasses and contact so that I can function over the next year. After that it was a trip to Costco to find new glasses, order them, and order contacts.

    With that taken care of, my number one priority pre-surgery is biking. That is, back when I thought I might have cancer (after my family doc appointment) the one thing I decided was that I would train so that I was in the best physical shape possible before surgery/chemo. I want to make sure I’m going into this as strong as possible. For me this means allocated 2-3 hour a day (or more) for biking.

    My second priority is to have some fun. Years ago, I read the book “From chocolate to morphine: Everything you need to know about mind-altering drugs” (I highly recommend it). It talked about finding things that cause your natural high – like when you were a kid and you would spin around really fast to cause a bit of a high. Anyways, one of the things that causes that natural high for me is sailing. So, we are looking at ways were we could go sailing more often. It can be very physically demanding, which can be a challenge. This Saturday, we are headed up to SF to go sailing on the 2003 America’s Cup boat. If we enjoy it, and if there are less strenuous ways to participate, we may consider buying a season crew membership, which would allow us to go sailing anytime they have a public sail – which is most weekends. So, we could spend every Saturday or Sunday going out for a sail (for as long as my body allows). Here is hoping that we enjoy it!

    An now, my timing is running out yet again … need to hop in the shower, change, and run to the Apple Store before picking up Scott and heading to the oncologist appointment.

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