I'm living in the in-between space and it causes me to get anxiety that I sometimes cannot control. It is the waiting time, not knowing what will happen in…

My friend and I hiked around Indian Garden Farms. We have done it many times - but only once this year. We really haven't been hiking much this year…

It can be really frustrating to remind myself that healing takes time. I got my drain out on Tuesday - yay. In addition to removing the drain, she also…

I'm mostly in denial at the moment - in some ways feeling the "impostor syndrome" that I felt before I had my initial diagnosis. I know there is something,…

Surgery happened yesterday (Wednesday). I'm doing remarkably well today. The surgery was more involved than I anticipated. I had been thinking of it as similar to a sentinel node…

My anxiety levels are starting to increase, and will likely ratchet up during the week. One thing that is causing me the increase in anxiety is the lack of…

Yesterday was a day of breakdowns. It started with a phone call from my family doctor's nurse. She was giving me an update on something totally unrelated to cancer,…