BC Becky

Never thought I'd want to be a breast cancer survivor

Author: Rebecca – @rjhogue

  • Blogs, Bikes, and Breast Cancer

    Blogs, Bikes, and Breast Cancer

    Many of my readers know that in a previous life – 9 years ago now – my husband and I took 16-months off and road our bikes around the world. It was this adventure where I started to blog seriously for the first time. It is also where the domain name Going East came from – we left from Ottawa and went east until we got back home – hence going east.

    In addition to blogging, I also started following blogs. I read them obsessively to help prepare for the trip and during our trip. We had guidebooks and maps for the places we visited, but they were of limited use. Guidebooks were often years out of date and not bicycle touring specific. Maps showed major roads, but not the good roads for cycling. When crossing international borders, we also needed to know what the current visa situation was – something that guidebooks cannot keep up with, and even government websites aren’t always current. We did, however, find that we could following bloggers who were a few weeks ahead of us, following a similar path, and use their experience as a way to help guide us. The information they provided was both bicycle touring specific and current. In addition, we could reach out to those who were a couple weeks ahead of us and ask them specific questions. They often were happy to share their experiences, and if our paths crossed we even met up in person.

    It occurred to me that this is very much like academic literature and blogs for breast cancer treatment. The academic literature is well researched, but also years old (it takes years to get published) and only provides the perspective that the scientists/clinicians care about, not the information that patients care about. The academic literature is the ‘guidebook’ for breast cancer. Where breast cancer blogs, and other social media, provide more specific information, and often more current information. They share what the patient is experiencing, often as they are experiencing it. In addition, many breast cancer bloggers are happy to share their experience with anyone who sends them a note. I know that I am. I know that several of the bloggers who I follow were happy to talk to me when I needed it.

    My point is that guidebooks and academic literature provided well researched information that is of general interest to a target audience. The cycle tourist and patient experiences are specific audiences that are not the target of guidebooks and academic literature. If you want more current information, and you want more specific information, then blogs (and other social media like Twitter chats and Facebook Groups) can fill that gap. It is not just that social media help provide information and context on what it means to actually live with illness, it is also that they provide more current information and information that is of specific interest to patients.

  • Empathy and suffering #digped

    Before vacation I attended digital pedagogy lab institute (DPLI) in Fredericksburg Virginia. I haven’t been able to write a summary blog post for the experience. It was not at all what I was expecting. I was thrilled to spend a week with Maha Bali and Kate Bowles, so really, I did not enter with any expectations other than to share the space with a couple of my favourite people. Since I was attending the networks track, I did hope to meet some new people and make some new connections/friends.

    One of the ah-ha moments that did occur was when we were having a discussion around empathy. I shared that after my cancer diagnosis my empathy level for others significantly expanded. I found that it was my worry about my loved ones that made me sad. I could feel the pain they were in because of my diagnosis. It was heart wrenching.

    It was in this discussion that I drew the connection between suffering and empathy. Because I was suffering, I felt increased empathy towards others. To me, this explains the high empathy levels in some of my friends – because I know they are suffering, and that personal suffering translates to increased empathy for others.

    I think that is one of my big take aways from my experience at DPLI.

    It leaves me with the question, can you be deeply empathetic if you have not had personal suffering?

  • Study idea: Comparing pt peer SE advice with care team SE advice in MBC pts

    While I was hiking yesterday I had a thought for a study I’d like to do – or at least research whether anyone else has already done it. Of course, I cannot even think about it until I’m finished with my dissertation research, but I thought I’d write it here so that I don’t forget, but also to see what others thought about it. If anyone has any suggestions on where / how one might get some funding to study this I’d love your suggestions. A grant of some type would give the study some legitimacy, however, at this time I’m not affiliated with anyplace that could do that.

    Anyways, more to the point, the study idea. The title would be something like: Comparing online peer-to-peer support with oncology care team support relating to chemotherapy side effects in metastatic breast cancer patients.

    Part of what got me thinking about this has been conversations with my friend Lori Wallace. She has metastatic breast cancer (MBC) and is very involved in the patient online communities. When she learns something that might be helpful, she makes a note of it.

    When Lori begins a new chemotherapy regime, she looks up her notes and asks others about the side effects. She recently started Xeloda, which has a common side effect of “hand and foot syndrome”, where the skin on the hands and feet get paper thing and dry – the folks at Chemocare describe it as similar to having a sunburn on your hands and feet. One of the suggestions she had learned from her support group was to take 400mg of vitamin E. This is something her oncologist, who is truly amazing, had never heard of. Lori describes it as “It makes a subtle difference, but it HELPS and that’s a big deal. It’s the difference between walking with with painful feet and walking with bloody, raw painful feet. Feet hurt either way, but with Vit E, it’s at least possible to baby the feet a few days, then do normal things and “beat them up” without all ones skin peeling of and bloody fissures.”

    Another thing that Lori learned from her support group was that Ritalin could help with the debilitating fatigue she was experiencing. It turns out that her oncologist had heard of it, but that it is not approved for that purpose. As a result, her oncologist could not suggest it. In the end, Lori went to one of her other doctors (palliative care or family medicine) in order to get the prescription.

    These are just two examples of the type of information that patients are gleaning from each other through online support groups. It isn’t necessarily that the health care team doesn’t know – more that they are not empowered to share – but also that they don’t always have the time or motivation to seek out ways to reduce some of the sometimes rare side effects of a given chemotherapy regime. Patients on the other hand are motivated to find that information. When you are suffering, you reach out to those who understand and appreciate your pain, and can offer some ideas on how to make your life better.

    I want to highlight that this is very different than snake oil type “cures”. This is not people who have no experience with the illness lecturing on what might work – rather it is people that do know exactly what it is like to live with the illness or side effect, and can share the things that make a “subtle” difference that really is the difference between having a good day and having a bad one – and when your days are few, every good one matters.

    I also want to highlight that the information received isn’t always useful and in some cases does cause harm. This is part of the balancing act patients of critical and chronic illness need to learn how to navigate.

    For a research study, I was thinking of looking at what knowledges MBC patients share in their online support groups, and how that compares to the knowledge they gain from their healthcare teams. I’d also like to contrast that with the information that oncology teams receive from formal healthcare training (e.g. continuing medical education courses and conferences). I want to articulate the role that online support groups play that is beyond providing social support. We know that social support is provided by these groups, but there is also medical information provided. There is also patient empowerment support. There are real suggestions that make a huge difference in quality of life for patients. I’d like to look at this and formalize what is happening within these communities and associate it with the role of ePatients in the future of medical care.

    Now, my question for my readers, does this sound like a needed/good study idea? Does anyone have any idea of organizations that might be willing to fund such a study? 

     

     

     

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